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Tide to go

Have you ever done laundry?  It’s hard to get out stains.  Well in one translation of the Bible – I don’t know which  it said that Jesus’  clothes were whiter than anyone’s clothes once they are laundered. Now  I am not talking about money laundering which is what Sonny Corinthos is famous for.  I am talkling about the Transfiguration of Jesus.

The Transfiguration

17 After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light. Just then there appeared before them Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus.

Communal Laundry can be difficult because you have to share and you don’t want to air your dirty laundry, pun intended.  It feels nice to have your clothes clean and women have it even harder.  So wouldn’t it be cool to have your laundry fresh every day.  So I recommend Tide detergent, but it cannot match Elohim, who is my God, the Creator.

self esteem and selfishness

I was asked to do a an analysis on self esteem – Old English self, seolf, sylf “one’s own person, -self; own, same,” from Proto-Germanic *selbaz (cognates: Old Norse sjalfr, Old Frisian self, Dutch zelf, Old High German selb, German selb, selbst, Gothic silba), Proto-Germanic *selbaz “self,” from PIE *sel-bho-, suffixed form of root *s(w)e-, pronoun of the third person and reflexive (referring back to the subject of a sentence), also used in forms denoting the speaker’s social group, “(we our-)selves” (see idiom).

Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth. [Alan Watts]

Its use in compounds to form reflexive pronouns grew out of independent use in Old English. As a noun from early 14c.

http://www.etymoline.com

Another definition to self is – word forming element indicating “oneself,” also “automatic,” from Old English use of self (pron.) in compounds, such as selfbana “suicide,” selflice “self-love, pride, vanity, egotism,” selfwill “free will.”

Basically self esteem is how you feel about yourself.  I know that when I put make up on I feel better.  It pertains to what you feel about yourself.  Growing up I had poor self esteem and was a  victim of racial discrimination.  Also not having many friends you can talk can bring you down.  Rejection is painful, but the only remedy is fellowshipping with God and how much He loves.  His love pours out like a river.

The Bible says love God, love your neighbor as you love yourself.  Well I love God for sure.  I love my neighbors and fellow brothers and sisters.  I have an issue with neighbors and their pets.  Whenever I feel antagonism I start writing IFY – I forgive you.  One time I actually wrote it 490 times.  I love to talk and I will go up to anyone and start talking.  I begin by asking what their name is.

I love myself as much as I love my neighbor.  I see myself as the bride of Christ, and that brings me worth.  I feel loved and appreciated.  I encourage people to make goals about what reasonable improvements to make.  But the best you can do is take it day by day, and realize how much you are loved.

Selfishness is gratifying your flesh and not having a generous spirit.  I have given away so many things and some of which I could give back.  My relative says I used to be selfish, and I didn’t even realize that.  What I tend to do is put other people higher than myself so that I don’t get an over inflated ego.  I am sure we may become selfish at times.  But don’t fret, God still loves. you.

The McCarthys, Wasabi, Joey and John

For all of you that don’t know, I am an avid Joey McIntyre fan, and when I found out that McCarthy’s was coming on last night at 8:30 pm which was past my curfew, and I have to watch these lengthy comedies that come before that really don’t add any value to my tv repotiore (spelling).

Now it was reported that Joey’s mom Kay died of Alzheimer’s it really touched me because imagine you hear “OKay” It can I imagine hurt so you might need therapy, but that’s just my guess.

Well I needed some therapy and I went to UTHCPC. Don’t even ask.  Well when I was there I received sushi from my parent’s visit and I ate some sushi that had wasabi, and I was in need of some cold water right away, So, when I saw the scene with sushi and wasabi, I was ROFL

John is the guy who lifted a sofa to show off his muscles, and I was trying to test to see if I had any chemistry with him, so when we were playing dominoes – He got 150, but one game I was giving him Step by Step clues and I don’t know if he got them or not.  I played connect 4 with him, and he let me win a couple of times.  Why I like 4 is Step 4 :JOEY: I can give you more.   That has become my motto – Step by Step

Being in love

When you’re in love, and sometimes it just changes you from the inside out.  It makes your head spin like you’re going in the air.  I was listening to some Air Traffic Control pilots going through the air, and they were talking about how planes work.  Planes work in a way that is so amazing.  That’s the same way it is with the Lord.  The Lord loves us.  Sometimes, when you get to that intimate place with the Lord, and He’s just about to whisper sweet nothings into your ear, and tell you how much He loves you, and then your mother comes into the room, and disturbs the quiet surrender to the Holy Spirit.  All you want is Him, but his rod is like a paddle that you hit yourself with on the bottom when you get into trouble.  But nonetheless.  The Lord is gracious and slow to anger, and good to all.  He loves each of us so tremendously.  Sometimes when we’re struggling just to make it through the night, He carries the badge of honor that says to the dear soldier, that you, son are mine.  But for the bride, and I know men, you cannot imagine what it is to be a bride, and you’d rather be like eunuchs, which according to one definition in the Blue Letter Bible is “an effeminate man.”  I don’t need to even go there, make your own judgment call on that one.  I have no biases.  I want all people to be blessed, and if they get offended, that that is their problem.  But the Love of God is so immense for us.  It is beyond what we can do or say or think and it is above measure.  We are His children dear saints, and He loves us so dearly.  He has called us His bride for a reason.  One Scripture verse that really bothers me is that “anointing is without repentence.”  Sometimes it’s hard to believe that because is it true that if you’re operating out of love you’ll have it just flowing out of you.  It’s like an Earthquake, let’s go higher soundtrack by Jordan Knight (CASHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNG)  You’ll have this love radiating out of you.  It’s like the tender caresses of the beach upon the ocean as the tides go rippling on the sand, and the Lord takes you by His side, and He just looks into your eyes, and says, “I love you, and He just lets you cry in His arms, and He just sits down with you, and like the adulterous woman He says, I forgive you.  I have washed you clean.  Don’t think about that stuff anymore, I just want you well.  I want you to know how much I love you and I have always been by your side.  I have been wherever you want to be.  This is real.  This is where we are, just you and me in the beach of paradise, and nothing can harm us anymore.  In this paradise you can pick from any tree and it will be yours, and yes even the mangos don’t have cyanide in them anymore.  Believe me, I love you, I care for you.  I think about you all the time.  You are my special princess, and I just want you to know that I love you until the darkness flees away and goes back into the quasar in which it belongs, but as for us we will have our quiet time.  Our time of solid surrender and peace and love.  I need you as much as you need me.  Don’t you see that we cannot be separated, my love my bride.  Don’t you see, that you have gone to the Cross for me too?  Not by a physical death, but by the very tearing of your soul to shreds because of the way you have gone through the “blender of theology” for me.  Now you’re whole and you’re one, and guess what I peaced you together, with my spirit.  I knit you and ordained you and established you as mine, my precious bride, the one I love.  Whenever one part was hitting on the other, or another part was just falling to pieces, or when one part was just not working right at all and you were thinking what’s wrong with this part.  This part was the one that I hold dearly.  It is where I put the Yud in my name, which created, the “Y” and it is why I chose the English alphabet to symbolize that to show that in the Y he has put His mark on His bride, the woman.”

I don’t know what my response would to be to a statement such as that, but I would be like Tom Cruise and say, “You had me at Hello.”  You had me at “Hello.”  Those secret words that made Tom Cruise jump on the couch on Oprah’s show, yes Oprah the New Age insanity queen with Deepak Chopra, Tom Cruise, was in love, even though he was a scientologist, but they were not wrong on one point.  The DSM-V is a big joke.  Oprah’s got the most beautiful rose Garden, but it’s sad to see that she doesn’t realize that there is a man that can love her even more than Stedmont can, there is a man that can love her deep in her soul.  The very thing that has set the black woman free in these ages like Harriet Tubman who give Sasha and Malia (Obama)  someone to look forward too, and that is the Freedom that Christ died to give, but it is much more than freedom.  It is a love.  It is a love that captures the heart and spins circles around us.  It is the very thing that we’ve all been waiting for.  It is our Prince, no not the singer, even though he did give Diamonds and Pearls.  I don’t want any harsh textual critics to look at this peace and say it is just a bunch of fluff, because this is coming from my heart, and I really mean it when I say it, but Our Master, our Jehovah, Abba, Jesus Christ, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Very much like the sound of many waters, or like the sound of sprinklers going off at 2 AM, and then you’re woken up by a kiss and you don’t know if it’s him…..so then JESUS CHRIST, He loves us and He will avenge His bride.  Anyone who takes avenge on His bride will see the wrath of God upon them sevenfold, and the reason why I am saying this is because we have got to get rid of violence in this society.  And things like gay marriage.  I know that some people say it’s bigotry.  But we are more than our physical bodies.  We have a soul, and a spirit.  If you’re in love with a guy and you’ve never heard him talk that deeply about his spiritual side because he’s afraid or he doesn’t want to admit it, then maybe he’s not worth having.  Maybe it’s better to cultivate the fruits of the Spirit, Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, KIndness, Goodness, My favorite Gentleness, Faithfulness, and Self-Control my least favorite.  Think about how we can harmonize the whole world by just the simple acts of love.  Keep holding on to love.  It’s what holds the world together.  It’s the core of the Earth – Core, Crust, Mantle.  not CCIM,  Yes Crust like Pie or Pizza Crust.  Core like Apple and it also probably comes from the word where we get Corinthians from.  Lord help to get through this posting, I am tired but I must preach.

Sometimes all you want to do is to go and be in a hole in a dark dark hole and never come out.  But Jesus has conquered death and He said in His word, “I have come so that you may have life and life more abundantly.”

Heavenly Father,

 

We speak blessing and favor over you today – We speak soundness of mind, prosperity, peace, deliverance, happiness joy, and long life over you and most of all a Merry and a Funky Christmas, just remember not burn St. Nick’s rear end.

IN Jesus Mighty name I pray,

 

Amen.

This One’s for the Children

This One’s for the children
I consider you guys to watch this video, there are so many suffering children in these world, and as a body of Christ, we have to do something.  This is the only way I can my impact on the world, but the children need to be reached.  This is God’s cry in His heart right now.  He wants to help heal children that have been hurt and suffer tremendous obstacles in their life.  We as a nation and a people must come together to help children, disabled, abused, and reach out to our neighbors.  Find out who needs our help and find ways to help them.  This is what we must do.  I hope someone reads this.

 

Never Alone – Jordan Knight

This songs are so prophetic, both Joey and Jordan are so prophetic. – I can’t get the youtube uploaded yet, but the lyrics are so powerful.  Sometimes during the darkest times in our lives we feel like God has left us, and we need to know that there is an army of people watching out for us, so I would like to thank Jordan Knight for making this song.

 

Never Alone

(Alone, alone, alone, alone)

You’re fighting for your very life
It’s cold outside
You’re looking for an answer
You took a wrong turn and you lost your way

When it rains, it pours
And you don’t wanna fight no more
Take a look out in the distance
I’ll be the light that you’ve been missing

(Chorus)
I don’t want you to think that you’re here all alone
I know sometimes it can feel like you’re out on your own
I’ll be the rock that’ll never break
Shoulder that you need to lean on
For you, I’m never too far away,
As long as I’m here,
You’ll never be alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone
You’ll never be alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone

You don’t have to be afraid
Or be ashamed
Just be what God made you
Let the world know just who you are

You’re invincible
So you don’t have to hide no more
Take a look out in the distance
Go and see what you’ve been missing

(Repeat Chorus)

When you don’t feel the love
Just know that you’re good enough
You don’t have to walk alone tonight, tonight…..

Alone, alone, alone, alone

I don’t want you to think that you’re here all alone
I know sometimes it can feel like you’re out on your own
I’ll be the rock that’ll never break
The shoulder that you need to lean on
For you, I’m never too far away
As long as I’m here you’ll never be alone
Alone, alone, alone, alone
You’ll never be alone,
Alone, alone, alone, alone,
You’ll never be alone
You’ll never be alone.