I was looking at a picture of ducks who were facing one way, and in the second picture they had done an 180 degree turn, meaning that the first was last and last would be first. They did a repentance, a Metatonia in Greek. It’s really hard to make a spiritual turn. Sometimes we get stuck or backslide. But this is a process that God is working on with us. We are like a potter’s wheel, we get mashed around and cry and laugh. Today I was caught crying because I was forced to eat. I didn’t like it but I ate because of my love for Joey.